I am feeling so good today. I am depressed at times, sad at times and worried all the time. But suddenly, I realised my assignments are coming to an end.
Looking through the modules I have attempted, I realised it has not been easy, I have put in so much effort and time. I did the 1st 10 modules while I was working a full-time 8.30-6pm job! It has been hell! I went to work every morning, after work I rushed for evening class when I was already so tired. I woke up at 3am for assignments and get ready to work by 8am! When my colleagues can spend time on other things on the weekend, I had to prepare for exams or to attend 9-6pm classes on Sat and Sun! This went on for a year! Looking back the past, I didn't know that I was so determined to do it although I complained, I whined and I cried a lot whenever I am too stressed and too depressed.
I really thank those people have been through it with me, my family, friends and classmates who have encouraged me, supported me, listened to me when I complained about life and assignments (I complained a lot!). I really appreciate my classmates who have spent time listening to my NONSENSE and how stressful I am when they actually going through the same thing and getting the same assignments as me! :) I love you all so much!
Yesterday I talked to Mr. Chua, I told him...whether I can pass the all modules is not that important anymore. I have learnt a lot! I have actually achieved something by committed myself to this. :)
Love is beautiful when you have all the nice people and your loved ones with you. :)
