Falling....

2005-07-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

I have a new blog! Kiss Blogspot goodbye!

Cheers! :)

2005-06-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

I gonna move my blog! Mr. Chua has just registered a domain for me! :)

Submitted my last 2 assignments on yesterday. Hurray! I don't have to think of assignments and exams anymore. Ops. Only if I pass the remaining 4 modules which the results are still pending.

I have come a long way. I thought of giving it up a zillion times!

What is my next plan? I gonna spend lotsa time with my family. I gonna visit dad in Ipoh, visit my maternal grandparents in Malacca and visit my paternal grandma in Kuantan! I miss them really a lot. I want to get back my social life too! I have been anti-social,I missed my friends! I wanna meet up with my ex-colleagues, Kuantan friends, my high school friends (I miss KTV-ing with them!), my Inti friends and my MBA classmates!!!

Gonna start applying for jobs both in KL and Singapore. Preferably, a job in an MNC with good pay! =)

2005-06-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

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2005-06-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

We’ve got tonight-Bob Seger
I know it’s late, I know you’re weary
I know your plans don’t include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Longing for shelter from all that we see
Why should we worry, no one will care girl
Look at the stars so far away
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’ t we stay?

Deep in my soul, I’ve been so lonely
All of my hopes, fading away
I’ve longed for love, like everyone else does
I know I’ll keep searching, after today
So there it is girl, I’ve got it all now
And here we are babe, what do you say?
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?

I know it’s late, I know you’re weary
I know your plans don’t include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Both of us lonely

We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
Let’s make it last, let’s find a way
Turn off the light, come take my hand now
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?

2005-06-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

Submitted HRM assignment on this morning. I hope I can PASS it this time. I hate HRM! Hate seeing the lecturer again and again, hate studying for the same thing again and again, and hate doing assignments so much so much.

Had 4 hours nap in the afternoon. I was very very tired as I slept at 5.30am. Had a quarrel with Mr. Chua. I hate quarreling. I hate fighting. I hate saying I am right he is wrong or hear him saying how wrong I am. It is so depressing! I always want to put down the phone, remain silent or go to sleep when we quarrel, not that I want to avoid talking to him but I just don't want us to say things which hurt each other.

I am very moody and he can't take it. I have tried not to be moody and he has tried to be patient with me. We have tried. But it is hard. It's hard to change and it takes time for us to change. Rome wasn't built in a day. I really hope we won't be quarreling anymore. I hate it! It is depressing and our words always hurt each other.

Mr. T informed me Change Management result is out. I got a PASS! Yay!

I dreamt of her last nite. I thought I would not care for her anymore, I thought I hated her really a lot and I thought I wanted to end our friendship. But after last nite, I realised I still care for her, a lot although I hate being taken for granted.

2005-06-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so good today. I am depressed at times, sad at times and worried all the time. But suddenly, I realised my assignments are coming to an end.

Looking through the modules I have attempted, I realised it has not been easy, I have put in so much effort and time. I did the 1st 10 modules while I was working a full-time 8.30-6pm job! It has been hell! I went to work every morning, after work I rushed for evening class when I was already so tired. I woke up at 3am for assignments and get ready to work by 8am! When my colleagues can spend time on other things on the weekend, I had to prepare for exams or to attend 9-6pm classes on Sat and Sun! This went on for a year! Looking back the past, I didn't know that I was so determined to do it although I complained, I whined and I cried a lot whenever I am too stressed and too depressed.

I really thank those people have been through it with me, my family, friends and classmates who have encouraged me, supported me, listened to me when I complained about life and assignments (I complained a lot!). I really appreciate my classmates who have spent time listening to my NONSENSE and how stressful I am when they actually going through the same thing and getting the same assignments as me! :) I love you all so much!

Yesterday I talked to Mr. Chua, I told him...whether I can pass the all modules is not that important anymore. I have learnt a lot! I have actually achieved something by committed myself to this. :)

Love is beautiful when you have all the nice people and your loved ones with you. :)

2005-06-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

I am very moody. I am depressed at times. I cry everyday because of ASSIGNMENTS! Finally there are things to cheer me up!!!

1. International Business result is out! Ho Ho ho. I passed! I am soooo happy! I have passed 7 results so far and I still have 5 results pending including Business Ethics. Why HRM is listed 3 times? Okay, the 1st time I failed. The 2nd time, I enrolled, I paid, I went for classes but I didn't submit my assignments (I was too depressed to do assignments that time). So I took it again, for the 3rd time!

2. I met my-ex boss and ex-colleagues on Thursday for dinner. It is good to meet up with them after so many months! I love them so much. Muacksssss. Gonna post our picture when I get it from S*ndy. :)

***
I got a call from my school. HRM lecturer has finished accessing our assignments and she has recommended me to redo it. 13 ppl has to redo it. She is so strict. She has failed 16 ppl in the exam, that means 16 ppl didn't even get the chance to do assignments. I passed the exam, so I can proceed with assignments. But now she is asking 13 of us to redo it. Either she is too strict or we are not up to standard. Teruknya. Now I have 3 assignments due next week! Mr. Chua has vonlunteered to help me in ethics assignment. I am very sure he can do a better job than me! But he is already so busy, he got so many projects from outside and he needs time to finish them. So I'll do my part!!

Last 3 assignments! Complete it, I must.

2005-06-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Kuantan. Very tired. I need to have a good rest and I must start my assignments tomorrow!

Mr. Chua is not feeling well. I am worried and xin teng. I wish I can take care of him and make sure he drinks lotsa water.

2005-06-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

TM Net is having problems again. I really hate it when I want to surf, want to check mails and want to open certain webpages but I can't!

Will be leaving for Kuantan when SekLi gets back from work and dad arrives home from Ipoh.

Mr. M said it is amazing I still have time to travel here and there as our final assignments are due in 10 days! I don't have a choice. Can I not visit my BF? Can I not do what my mum wants me to do? I can't.

I gonna work really hard for my assignments when I get back from Kuantan. I hate Ethics! I hate all studying, reading and assignments for academic purpose. It is so meaningless and so impractical!

Arghh. No more assignments after this module whether I pass or fail in the 5 results which are still pending. Who cares I have an MBA? I hate it! I hate doing assignments for academic purpose! I hate making up stories when I have nothing to write but I have to follow the framework which is not applicable to most organizations! I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!

得不到的永远是最好的，这是人的本性，也是人类的悲哀.

2005-06-07T13:31:00.000+08:00

I am back in KL. It's good to be home again. But I hate the stress feeling whenever I am home. My ethics assignments are due in 2 weeks time. I have no idea how I should do it. There is a will, there is a way.

I am chatting with my ex colleague, S*ndy. I miss them, I miss the office. I feel so bad for not visiting them often. In fact I miss all my friends, I really do. It has been ages I last met my high school friends, college friends, ex-colleagues and even my best friend like Jane. I miss my MBA classmates T*mash, Sulth*n and Ilan*e too. I should plan my time and must not use "assignments" as an excuse whenever friends ask me to go out.

2005-06-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

Mr. Chua just got his previous sem results. He got 3As! Ho Ho Ho! He is so smart. Congrats :) He has to treat me good food tonight.

He always does last min work and he can get good result, *envy*. Hate him telling me how worry he is before and after every paper! Apparently, he just wanted to attract MY attention! Argh.

2005-06-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

I am still in Singapore. Going to my cousin's place in Bishan on tomorrow. We are going out for lunch and shopping with her 6 months old babyyyyy. The baby is soooo cute, so adorable. I love baby smell!

Mr. Chua purposely took half-day off to accompany me to job agencies on this morning. MOst job agencies do not welcome Foreigners. I was sad. But the lady from ManP*wer said I can try to apply PR with my MBA qualification.

I arrived Singapore on Friday night. The traffic was terrible. It took me about 8 hours from KL to Kallang bus station.

Spent half a day in Orchard on Sat. Went to Holland Village in the evening to meet up Daphne, XiaoLuo, Adrian & LuFang at NYDC for dinner. It is good to see Daphne (someone I can really talk to) , Adrian, and Lu Fang again; and glad that I finally met Xiao Luo! We had a great time. We (especially xiao luo) wanted to see Linda so badly but Linda could not join us that night. Linda Chua, when can we see you? hehe.
Went to Wala wala after dinner. I like Wala wala. I got a shock when I saw my UK cousin and her Mat Salleh husband were sitting next to our table in Wala wala. What a coincidence! I could not believe that we met in Singapore and not in Malaysia. She was back in KL for a week but we didn't have time to meet up as she was too busy travelling around Malaysia with her husband.

Went to Sentosa for cycling with Mr. Chua on Sunday. I like Sentosa. I wanna go there again on this weekend if I am still in Singapore.

-to be continued-

Bastard Joke

2005-05-18T12:34:00.000+08:00

Got this from a friend. It's funnyyyy.

A 20-yr old girl went to see a psychiatrist.

"Doctor, I'm so angry at my boyfriend that I must call him "basstard". Sometimes I feel that he's gone too far, and he deserves the title."

"Hmm.. such a word is too strong and rude to call a person. But maybe you have your own reasons to call him that. Tell me about it so that I can help you."

"Yes, thank you, Doctor. There was one night...we parked our car besides the beach and we were alone... and... he held my hand..."

"Did he hold your hand like this?"

"Yes, Doctor. Exactly like how you're holding it now"

"If its only this, he doesnt deserve to be called "basstard". That means he doesnt want to separate from you."

"Then, he leaned his body towards me... and hugged my shoulder..."

"Was he as this close to you and did he hug you like this?"

"Yes, Doctor. Exactly like how you're close to and hugging me now"

"Its not a basstard. That means he wanna stay forever by your side"

"Then he kissed me..."

"Did he kiss you like this?"

"Yes, Doctor. He kissed me just exactly like how you're kissing me now."

"If its only a kiss like this, seriously you cant call him "basstard". That means he adores you"

"Then he put his hands inside my clothes and touched my boobie, Doc..."

"Like this?"

"Yes, Doctor... he did it like that"

"Its not a behaviour of a basstard. It means he protects you"

"Then he took off all my clothes... slowly... "

"Did you resist?"

"No. Instead, I let him do it, coz I love him..."

"Did he took off your clothes like this ?"

"Yes, Doctor. Until Im completely naked like now......"

"He still doesnt deserve to be called "basstard, because it means he wanna learn about your body completely"

"Then he kissed me and put his.... inside me and had sex with me..."

.....

.....

.....

.....

.....

"Did he do it just like what we did just now?"

"Yes, Doctor. exactly the same"

"You cant still call him basstard. It means he needs you."

"But then he told me that he has AIDS"

"Damn!!!!! @$&^$&*%#)(&$)(#*@_(# BASTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRD!!!!!

2005-05-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

I am stressed!!!!!!!!

Picturesss =)

2005-05-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

9/5/2005 Leaving Puduraya for Genting =)

9/5/2005 Hainan Kitchen, Genting First World Plaza

10/5/2005 Genting Theme Park =)

12/5/2005 Genting Skyway

12/5/2005 Coffee Bean, KL Plaza

2005-05-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

I am back.

Accompanied Mum to Ipoh and Kuantan on last week and just came back from Genting Highlands with Mr. Chua on yesterday.

Mum is not feeling well. She has seen 5 doctors so far. We don't know what is wrong. I tried to be with her and spent time with her as much as I can. I tried to be a good daughter but I get frustrated everytime she tells me how ill she is. I might not have the patience listening to her sometimes but I really love her a lot.

I miss Mr. Chua. I shedded tears last night. We are now in different cities again. He is in Singapore and I am in Kuala Lumpur. I wish we don't have to wait for weeks or months to see each other.

Business Ethics module is commencing on this Sun. Aih. I am repeating. I hate the theories and now I have to study all over again for the exams and assignments. Arghh. I still cannot believe that Business Ethics has the highest failing rate in my class than Marketing, Finance, Economics and other modules.

2005-05-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

Was so lazy for the past few days. Went to Lot10 and Sungai Wang on Saturday with sisters. Isetan, Parkson and Metrojaya are having sale now. I bought a shirt and a bag from Isetan. I had a haircut in Sg. Wang. I spent a lot again. I am very broke everytime my visa statement comes end of month.

I am leaving for Ipoh with my parents at 1pm. Will go back to Kuantan few days later. The house in Kuantan is still under renovation. Dad wants the renovation to be done end of this month so we can move in early June. We wanted to move in since CNY but the renovation is slow, as parents did not have time to monitor the progress of the renovation.

Awaa. I planned to go Sg end of this month for Mr Chua's birthday. I wanted to spend a week or more there but now I have to go back to Kuantan early June for the new house.

Mr. Chua and I are going to Genting on next Mon. We will spend 3 nights there. :) I can't wait to see him, I miss him terribly. :)

Mr Chua on MSN :)
uzyn.com says:
dear
uzyn.com says:
listen to me
uzyn.com says:
I am very sure I wanna marry you
uzyn.com says:
you don't run away ok?
uzyn.com says:
never
uzyn.com says:
I will die
uzyn.com says:
I realyl love you

He is so sweet. I love him :)

2005-04-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

Went for Times The Bookshop Warehouse Pre-sale in section 13, PJ on yesterday afternoon. My sis and I spent 3 hours there. The books are really really cheap.

I spent RM111 on these books. So cheap!!!! *happy*. Oops. I bought 8 books.

This is the missing one. This book is at RM8!
I remember I watched this movie on TV with my dad when I was 10. Very touching story which talks about a Negro teacher in a tough school in London. I love the soundtrack.

I got this book at RM10! Few days ago, my classmate asked me to get this book as it is useful for HRM5*2 assignment 1. He bought this book from MPH@RM69.90. Hehe. I have saved about RM60 on this book! *happy*

Wanted to get this book since many years ago. Hehe. It costs me RM24 only. Dear said he wants to borrow this book from me. :)

***
I am very hungry now. Leaving for dinner soon. I will just post the pictures and the price ok. haha. :)
***

The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People-RM30

Atkins for Life-RM8

Bridget Jones's Diary,RM8 each.

***
We went to One Utama Shopping Center for dinner on yesterday. I bought this GUESS wallet@Rm72 (after 40% discount) from U-Parkson.

2005-04-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

Submitted my assignments on yesterday. *relieved*

Had a class this evening. I passed the exam which I took on last 2 weeks. 2 assignments due in 3 weeks time. I must really start my work early this time.

I miss Mr. Chua. We are planning for Genting trip in early May. I can't wait to see him again. Last saw him on 28th Feb. That was exactly 2 months ago. I don't know how did we go through these 2 months. Nvm. This long distance r/ship is gonna be a short distance r/ship soon.

Corporate Lesson 1

2005-04-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

Got this from my aunt. Enjoy!

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next door neighbour.

Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel,".
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 dollars and leaves.The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbour," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?"

Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

2005-04-24T02:44:00.000+08:00

Today is my best friend Ms. Jane T.H.E's birthday~! Happy 24th Birthday, my dear Janethe!

Called her at 11.50pm, it was not her birthday yet. I just want to occupy her line because I was afraid I can't get through her as many ppl would be calling her at 12am. Yes, I am kiasu. Hehe. She is in Penang now with her beloved BF. :)

She is my bestest, always and forever. I miss her a lot. I last saw Jane during CNY..that was few months ago. We hardly meet each other although both of us are in KL. We used to see each other every day and night for breakfast, lunch, dinner or supper. I went to sleep in her house often. Jane, her roommate JD and I would squeeze in a queen-sized bed. JD and I would start bullying Jane on the bed. Haha. I miss those days.

I slept in Jane and JD's room so often. I hardly spent time in my hostel room as I hated my roommate, an Indian girl very much. She loved to steal my food. I knew it. I knew when to replenish them. There was a time, she wrote me a note saying that she is sorry, she didnt mean it. Blah. I hate people JIA JIA in front of me. I did offer her whenever I was eating. But she always said NO and thank you. Behind me, she took my food without telling me. I really hated her. Arghh. I told my parents and they said NVM..let her eat..Only food..no big deal. Arghh. But then, she should have asked permission from me. The food was mine okay. I got a shock when I saw her face in the Miss M'sia 2003 finalists. HUH!

The 2nd semester, I got myself a single room with no roommate!!!! I seldom stayed overnite at Jane's place since then. Jane has moved to another house as JD left for US for studies. Jane and I still met up often for FOOD, we loved to eat.

Last year's today, we were in Redbox KTV with a bunch of friends celebrating her birthday. :)

As I get older, I realise I don't need a lot of friends, quality is far more important than quantity. I cherish and treasure my friendship with her.

2005-04-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

When teacher is not around...

2005-04-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with TM Net again? I keep disconnecting from MSN and I have to keep hitting refresh button for every site. I can't connect and can't listen to online radio. Arghhh.

I managed to get extension for my assignment until end of this week. I must finish it ASAP.

Had HRM class just now. The lecturer is extremely fussy. She spent about 2 hours explaning the assignments structure she wants from us. 2 hours! OMG. I must pass this module. I don't want to see her again. This is my 2nd time seeing her for the same module. I really regret why didn't I submit my assignments which comprise 80% of the final grade. Now I am repeating. New assignments were given in class. Never ending assignments. =( I hate assignments!!!

2005-04-18T01:48:00.000+08:00

I did last minute work for my assignments when I was working from 8.30am-6pm every mon-fri for the past one year.

Now I am no longer working but I still do last min work and I can't even complete my assignments.

So what is the point of quitting my job? What is the hidden reason for quitting my job?

2005-04-16T07:45:00.000+08:00

Good morning world.

HRM5*2 exam at 2.30pm. *yawn*

2005-04-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

Was reading this book for the past 3 hours.

For assignment 2, we need choose a company and analyze it using the Delta framework. Awaaa. I don't have enough time and I am not sure how to do it. I wanted to write on Nestle but Mr. M. said the company that he has chosen is easier to write as the company's strategy is popular. I changed my mind after I found out more about the company that he has chosen. I didn't tell him I gonna write on the same company. I feel so bad. =(

Can I have more time? Can I go back to Mon? =( Tomorrow I need to prepare notes for Sat exam. I need time to finish my 2 assignments which due on Monday.

*stressed*

2005-04-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

My study table is in a big mess. I can't do any reading on it. I am so lazy to remove all the books as I have no where to put them unless I put them on the floor. I need a new bookcase. But my room has no space for a new bookcase. The flowers still look beautiful even it is on the messy table. Hehe.

My 15 Inch monitor and Pentium3 which my dad bought for me when I first left home for college, that was year 2000. It is 5 years old now and it is no longer compatible. My bro keeps asking me to get a new PC but anyhow, it has helped me to complete all my undergrad projects and assignments and it is helping me to complete my postgrad assignments and projects too.

The messy bookcase, the messy study table and the old 15 Inch monitor.

Thanks Mr. Chua for telling me about ImageShack and now I can post pictures to my blog easily. =)

2005-04-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

Attended class at 6.30pm.

The lecturer already put us in groups for discussion on Monday class. Mr. H and I were in different groups since Monday. So we didn't get to talk much to each other. He passed me the notes which he has prepared for this Sat exam. "This is for you but not for your group okay?". Haha. So nice of him. Lalala. I will try to compile all the information that my group has discussed, start writing my own notes, and I will email him by Sat. I take and I give too. =)

Just now a groupmate who is from China asked me "Which part of China are you from?". Argh.

HRM502 exam on this Sat. MGT510 assignments due on Monday. Work hard, I must.

2005-04-13T10:31:00.000+08:00

Mr. Chua surprised me with a bouquet white roses this morning at 10am while I was still sleeping. The delivery man rang up my hp saying that he is outside my house now and there is a bouquet of flowers for me.

I am so so so surprise and happy..Can't stop smiling and giggling. Thanks for everything my dear U-Zyn. You are so sweet. I love you lots. You have brightened my days! Thanks for remembering today and thanks for the roses. Thanks for making today a very special day. It means a lot to me.

Hugs and kisses. Happy 6th Month! =)

Happy 6th Month

2005-04-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

My Dearest Uzyn, Happy 6th Month!

6 Months ago, we got together OFFICIALLY. We have gone through a very difficult and sad moment before we got together officially. We tried not to fall for each other, we tried to run, tried to leave each other so many times but we have FALLEN so deep.

Thanks for the joys, the happiness you have brought me. This relationship has definitely taught me a lot and made me a better person. =)

Thanks for everything you have done for me. Thanks for being there all the time whether I am sad or happy. Thanks for calling me few times a day from Singapore. Thanks for being patient and listen to my nonsense (I am sorry ). Thanks for telling me we will have future together. I appreciate everything you have said and you have done for me. =)

My dear boyfriend, 6 months ago I have fallen in love with you and now 6 months later..I am still falling, falling and falling...

I love you truly, madly, deeply. Hugs and kisses. =)

2005-04-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

I wasted another day again. Didn't do much except I went for class this evening.

Class started at 6.30pm and ended at 9.30pm. I feel so good after attending the class. I know what was going on in the class despite I skipped 2 days lecture on Sat and Sun. I am not smart, but I am a business grad...most of the things that I am learning now already covered in my 1st degree. It is an advantage to me compared to those classmates who have no business background. It is amazing when you get to mix around with people from all different backgrounds. We have architect, quantity surveyor, lawyers, engineers,lecturers,accountant,real estate valuer, people from the banking and fincance industry, advertising firm etc in our class.

I missed my bf terribly this afternoon and I cried. I started to say things like I want to give up and I want to end this relationship. I know he always have to spend time to talk to me and comfort me whenever I miss him terribly. He always tries his best to be patient with me when this happens. Dear, I really hope I can be less emotional so that you won't lose your temper and we will not fight over small things again.

2005-04-11T08:39:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 8am. Bathed, dressed up and went for DimSum with family before I left for class. I smsed Mr. H (my classmate who is in his late 30s) telling him I will see him in class later. When I reached school, about to get down from the car...He smsed me . He said he is not coming for class as his mum has just came down to KL from Malacca. Awaaaaaa. So..I left school immediately and went to Mid Valley for shopping.

Awaaa. =( I feel so bad. I skipped yesterday class and I skipped again today. I wanted to go for today class..but the lecturer is horrible and scary. Futhermore, this is a new class, only Mr. H and I are from the same batch, we don't know the rest in class. I know I can't sit through the class whole day without a friend. =(

I will go for the tutorial class on weekdays evening with Mr. H. I must!

2005-04-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

I read this few months ago. Another friend forwarded it to me again.

Enjoy if you can read Traditional Chinese Characters. =)

Click to Enlarge

2005-04-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

TMnet sucks.

"TMNET TEMPORARY SERVICE INTERRUPTION"

How long is temporary? TMnet service interruption is happening so often. My previous company experienced "temporary service interruption" for hours at least once in a week. Kept calling their customer care no. for hours and we were not being attended. It is meaningless to have customer call center when the number is BUSY all the time and customers are NOT BEING ATTENDED most of the time.

Moody

2005-04-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

Had a long long nap from 4pm to 9pm. I am still feeling sleepy. I don't feel like doing work tonight. I am emotional, I am moody.

I don't feel like eating all day. I don't know what to eat seriously. I used to love eating so much. Keep hoping that I can get hungry all the time so I can eat all the food I want.

Many things I want to do but I can't. Many things I don't want to do but I have to.

4 good friends of mine are meeting up on this sat for KTV. I want to go so badly but I have classes on this Sat and Sun, 9am-6pm. Next Sat my secondary school friends are meeting up in KLCC, some sort of gathering as most of them who went to Malaysia Government Unversities have just completed their studies last month. I can't make it again as I have to sit for HRM exam.

It is ridiculous for us to get LECTURERs who don't have doctorate degrees. You don't have doctorate degree how u gonna lecture and facilitate masters degree candidates? I wonder how H*** can get its Unversity Status from the Malaysian Government.

Pictures!

2005-04-06T13:30:00.000+08:00

My beloved nephew and I

My dearest SekLi and I

Me, My Sisters and the Bride aka my cousin =)

2005-04-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

Got back from Kuantan this evening. Was so tired. I just woke up from a long nap.

The whole journey took 4 hours. MY had to drive slow as the rain was so heavy. We had a good chat in the car. The last time I met her was in Sept when she just returned from UK. =)

Didn't get to meet any friends in Kuantan. Was in a rush. Arrived Kuantan at 5pm yesterday. Bathed and dressed up for wedding dinner. We had to get there early as it was my cousin's wedding and we were part of the host. I hope my cousin, a chemical engineer and her husband,an aeronautical engineer will live blissfully together and forerver in love. I know they will have a good life in Singapore. =) Will try to post up some pictures especially the picture i took with my JB nephew. He is soooooooo cute. haha :)

We went to my cousin's house after the dinner. I saw tears rolling in her eyes. I almost cry too. Getting married is something very happy and something that only happens once in a lifetime, we should be happy. But once she is married, meaning that we won't be seeing her for reunion dinner on new year eve and 1st day of chinese new year in grandma's house like that past 20 over years. Can I still go back to my grandma's house for reunion dinner and on the 1st day of CNY even I am married next time? Why do girls have to celebrate new year and have reunion dinner in husband's parents house? We do have parents and family too. =(

I must start doing my assignments today. I don't have much time left. It is last min work again.

I miss Mr. Chua a lot. When can we meet again?

2005-04-02T02:12:00.000+08:00

Met up with classmates in KLCC on Wed. Had late lunch in Dome Cafe.

Was a little sad as my classmate S is going back to Indonesia for good. I don't know when we will meet again. His willingness to share info, knowlegde, assignments did amaze me as my class is full of kiasu ppl. There are still some helpful coursemates who are willing to share and help although we don't meet each other for every module.

LRT was so crowded on my way home. Can't imagine if I have to take public transport to work EVERYDAY. Mr. Chua told me he will work hard and get a car so he will send me to work and fetch from office everyday... *touched*

I was sad and angry with dear. But we are ok and alright now. We love each other a lot. I am learning to tolerate, compromise more and complain less.

Ex-colleague called me up and asked whether I am interested to work as an invigilator for college exams. The pay is quite ok. But I am lazy. RM50+ for 3 hours still doesn't motivate me to work. I rather spend more time on the books, assignments and pray hard i won't be repeating any more modules.

I did nothing for the past 1 week. Spent all the time surfing, reading blogs and watching TV. I should have followed my parents to Ipoh on last weekend. Parents are coming home later. We are leaving for Kuantan either tomorrow or this evening for my cousin's wedding on tomorrow. This weekend I won't be doing my work again.

I miss Mr. Chua. When will we meet again? Probably in Malacca after your last paper on 6th May. Long distance relationship is tortorous.

2005-03-31T18:06:00.000+08:00

My smart, intelligent, creative, innovative bf has just developed lasthalo.

I am proud and glad to be the first user of lasthalo.

Proud to have a geek as my bf but I do have pressure when people tell me I am not a geek (I don't wish and don't want to be a geek as I am happy and proud enough with what i am). =)

Happy lasthalo-ing! =)

2005-03-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

Symptoms of Depression

• Persistent sad or "empty" mood
• Anxiety
• Irritability
• Unexplained crying
• Fatigue or unexplained loss of energy
• Loss of enthusiasm
• Memory loss
• Unexplained weight loss or weight gain
• Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
• Restlessness
• Difficulty concentrating or making decisions
• Feelings of being in "slow motion"
• Feelings of hopelessness
• Feelings of pessimism
• Feelings of guilt
• Feelings of worthlessness
• Feelings of helplessness
• Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities once enjoyed
• Decreased interest in sex
• Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain
•Thoughts of death or suicide or attempted suicide

2005-03-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

"I just tried calling you. Are you going for class tonite? "

I can't see the point why did she have to sms me everytime before class. She didn't even talk to to me in class unless she wants something from me. What is the point of asking then? Maybe I can be her GREAT companion if her friends do not turn up for class.

It is our last class today. Last class for our intake. I dont have to see her anymore, NO MORE!

2005-03-26T09:33:00.000+08:00

It's 25th of March. Happy birthday Daphne! May all your dreams and wishes come true. =)

It's 25th today. I am 23 years and 1 month old. Haha. =)

Good day!

2005-03-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

I gonna get this book from MPH for my assignment 2. I gonna get the dress from Zara for my cousin's wedding. Her wedding is so sudden. We didn't hear anything about her wedding during CNY.

A stupid+kiasu+selfish girl made me so sad in class just now. I hate being taken for granted. NVM. I am not going to see her for the rest of my life after this april. Kept calling me and sms-ing me whenever she needed my help. Asked me to send her assignments, infomation and even exam notes I've prepared while the rest refused to lend her. I have been nice to her but she didn't treat me as a good friend. Arghhhh.

Holland V is showing on 8tv on Mon-Wed. It will probably take a year or more to show the whole 100+ episodes. Why only mon-wed instead of mon-fri?

I must complete my assignments asap. So I can go Ipoh for a week or two. Not going to Singapore in this month and next month. Mr Chua is very busy with his projects, lab reports and he will be having his exams soon. U gonna miss me. Sometimes I really wish we can always do things together.

2005-03-21T03:56:00.000+08:00

Sekli's fav tv drama Police Cadet 1984 will be showing on Channel 34 XHE at 12pm. Tony Leung, Carina Lau, Maggie Cheung were so young in the drama. It was 1984 and I was only 2 years old that time. Haha. I like those old dramas from TVB and that's why I like Channel 34 XHE a lot.

Was watching Cold Blood Warm Heart on XHE from 6-10.30pm. Jessica Hester Suen is my fav TVB actress!

I gonna watch Police Cadet 1984 now. Good day! =)

2005-03-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

Bro has followed dad and mum to Ipoh at 8pm. We, the 3 girls at home are sooooooooooo excited. *peace*

I am bored, very bored. I am either wathching tv or playing The Sims at home.

2 assignments were given on Monday class. For the first assignment, we have to look through the list of Fortune 500, identify 5 successes and 5 failures, then identify their strategies and how they go about their strategies. It is not a difficult assignment, but it is tedious. We need to read a lot about the companies and match their strategies them with those frameworks we have learnt.

I am not feeling so good these days. I don't know what is wrong.

I am becoming more and more anti-social. I don't reply emails, smses and I don't even want to meet any friends or go shopping. Busy and tired are just excuses.

No more last min work for this module. I must do well. I only have few more modules to go.

2005-03-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

Have an exam at 2.30pm. But I spent 5 hours on THE SIMS yesterday. Awaaa.

Dad and mum are coming home today. Yay!

I wish I can attend Electrodyssey 2005: Zephyr as my beloved BF will be performing later.

Good day!

2005-03-11T05:10:00.000+08:00

I have an exam on this Sat. MGT510 Strategic Management supposed to be my last module but i have to repeat HRM in mid April and Business Ethics in May. Was so sad about it, but it does not matter anymore. After June, I can kiss exams, assignments and all academic books goodbye for the rest of my life! Okay, not for the rest of my life but for at least 5 years or maybe 10 years from now. Haha. I might take up studies again when I am bored with my job in the future.

A friend kept bugging me and haunting me for help. But that was something I could not help and not able to help. Kept telling me it is urgent while i was busy copying slides in the class. Kept asking me to walk out from the class to call my dad. Kept telling me I MUST talk to my dad about it by that night no matter what. I saw no urgency at all! I was so pissed. If you really need help from people, let people take their time to do it for you and stop telling people they MUST help you. Furthermore, I haven't seen my dad for about a month already, so don't expect my dad to help you when he is back in KL for 1 or 2 days over the weekend. But...at last, I still called up my dad and my dad has to seek help from another person for her. Now her problem is about to solve. Please don't be selfish anymore and please don't take us for granted. I hate being taken for granted. =( Good friend? Aih.

Have been thinking a lot about future lately. To migrate or not to migrate is a tough decision. It is a foreign country, my beloved family& friends are not there and I don't have all the privileges like I am in my home country. And..what if someday we don't feel for each other anymore? Larry said I can always gain experience there and Alice said I can come back to Malaysia anytime if I am not happy. Yes, I am 23, I am still young, I have nothing to lose if I really come back to Malaysia 2 or 3 years later. And at this moment, I am looking forward to my life in a foregin country.

2005-03-11T03:43:00.000+08:00

"uzyn.com says:
I'm really feeling very happy and lucky to have you as my gf... so understanding, so sweet, so smart and so beautiful. You're definitely not my wrong choice, I hope I'm your correct choice too. I hope I can bring you good future. I will try my best for that. "

Sek Ling smiles.

2005-03-08T09:28:00.000+08:00

I am back =)

Found this layout from Blogger. I am too lazy to browse blogskins. Still a lot of changes to be made. Halo.scan and myshoutbox are not up yet. Gonna ask help from Mr. Chua as I really don't know a thing. Hehe.

It has been a month without blogging. Life has been good. =)

Lotsa celebrations took place in last month-CNY, Valentine's day, dad's birthday and my birthday =) Spent a week in kuantan, 2 days and a night in Malacca, a week in ipoh and exactly a week in Singapore.

My 23rd birthday was a memorable one. So were my 22nd, 21st, 20th, 19th, 18th, 17th and 16th birthday. 22nd birthday was the saddest one as i had to work in Penang and Ipoh for education fair. Didn't have chinese food nor western food for 2 days as my colleague who went with me is a Malay. I cried quietly and sneaked out to have KFC while she was taking a nap in the hotel room in the evening. Haha. =)

I am completing my studies very soon. I have to decide what I want to do and where i want to go. I am troubled. It is hard for me to leave my family and to live, to work in another town or another country. I must be very very much in love if I really leave Malaysia.

Gotta get ready for MGT510 Strategic Management class at 6.30pm.

Cheers!